dunno wat the fucking hell is going on!!!
hav a bad mood on today~
i hate everything!
why euu want to scold me like tat?
tat is not my fault~~~
shit!
i hav to do my own work oso~
ya~
i give euu see my behsong face~
bcoz i dun like euu want to ask many question~
euu make me hav more troubles~
euu said im selfish?
so???
i cant hav a bad mood?
i must keep smile everyday?
i should be a gud gurl everyday?
i dunwan~
PLS~~~
i cant control my emotions~
i juz keep quite and go away when euu scold me~
wat can i do?
i never talk back and i wont do tat in the future time oso...
juz let euu speak ur own~
today after skul
when i reached home
i saw a letter post by skul
is surat amaran...
since i study in SK
i never received surat amaran~
dis is first time i received
my class teacher
a crazy woman~
she had said something brainless before
she said:不要跟我说你不知道,你只可以说你不明白~
i foget ald~but almost the same sentence~
wat is the difference between dunno and dun understand???
she always send surat amaran for us~
i think more than half of my classmate will receive~
last year...
i absenced more than 10 days
but my class teacher juz ask me to write a letter~
and now~
from January until August
i juz absenced 11 days~
i dun think so tat is serious...
for me.
im ald be a gud student.
the rubbish surat
i dun care~
today Jessie said tat if time will stop a while
everyone stop doing their own work and do not hav any sensation
she wanna slap someone
ya
i want to do tat oso
im very excited to do tat~
now i can understand why hav vandalism
im not agree thier behavior
but tat is a gud way to relieve stress~
euu dont think so?
i hav a feel wanna destroy everything oso~
i wan to try~
but i noe i cant do it...
i will ditangkap pergi balai polis nanti~
and
i hav an idea tat is no gud
something abnormality...
i had seen a video
a guy pull the gurls bra at anyway
bfore dis i think dis guy should go to die
but now~
i can understand his action
i hav same feel with him
mayb do like tat will be more happy~
i wan to do like tat oso~
but not pull everyone punya lah
juz somebody i dunlike
wat happen to me?
i macam hav same feel with them~
do like tat is so cigek~
but actually
i juz can imagine
i wont do like tat
and i cant do like tat
im juz a gurl
i cant do anything...
i really dunno wat happen to me
nid to see counsellor?
dis is a kind of sickness?
iiiiak~~~
i dunno
dunno
dunno
dunno
i hav a psycosis?
why my behavior bcum weird and my mind bcum dirty?